Success, as I see it, is a result, not a goal.

Yeah so remember last week when I said something was up? I'm not usually the type to gloat or say I told you so, but... well. Yeah.

[Private to Self]

What. The. Fuck.

Are they fucking kidding me with this shit? I'm not fucking gay, why the fuck do I have to take these goddamn pills?

"Just suck it up and deal with it, Levithan. Either take them or blow your cover and your job." The Boss said. Fuck that! This is complete bullshit! So now what, I become even more straight?

Fuck!

Ok. Know what? I need to chill and focus on the story here. So clearly, the school is at least following guidelines as far as the pills go. I've been seeing clear side effects on the students after they've taken them- myself included- so clearly they're not issuing placebos. Yet, at least.

Meanwhile, I've been hearing talk about kids almost dying and ending up in the hospital after taking the meds. This is big stuff. I need to figure out a way to get the details.

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Something is up. No fucking clue what, but the whispers in the halls and the looks on all the staff members' faces make it kinda hard to miss. Some shit's going down, and it's not good.

[Private to self]
And hopefully I get something out of someone through this post, maybe use everyone's goddamn eagerness to talk to people to my advantage. Whatever's happening here, it's definitely worth knowing. Probably worth writing about. Probably worth being read by millions. Oh, and worth a raise for me.

Come on, someone, give me something good.
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Current Mood: curious

[Private]

It's only been a few days, and I've already got a juicy bit of information.

Raging incest at this school. Of the brother/sister variety.

Current Mood: sick

[Private]

I leave for Goldfinch tomorrow. Should probably get the cover story straightened out.

Minus the straight part.

Hah. I am astounded by my own wit.

What's more believable: abusive, fag-hating father, or perverted old teacher who molested me and threatened to out me if I didn't suck his cock after class every day?

Jesus, I'm not getting paid enough for this. I deserve a damn promotion just for agreeing to this shit, nevermind the actual report.

Current Mood: aggravated